at the edge?

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you, within me I can find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

Chorus:
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I've prayed for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be , incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
but You still wonder if we made a big mistake

Chorus:
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I've prayed for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be , incomplete

Bridge:
I don't mean to drag it on
But I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go..........

Chorus:
I've try to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I've pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you what I'm going to be is, incomplete...

Incomplete....

Research and Development ( R&D )

This is the new system we r using for our form 6 (pre- U ) level. Nationwide i guess.. Dont really understand whts the meaning and purpose of it. but Art's 1 student are seriously involving themselves in this R&D thingy quite S.E.R.I.O.U.S.L.Y . As we have FOUR teachers tht incharge of us. ( imagine each classes 2 teachrs but our class has 4 =P)


Alright , im suppose to do Research about MONEY for Economics Project and Air Asia for Business Project... Frankly speaking im more interested in doing Air Asia than Money. Cuz money is way-too-wide and Air Asia is fun as its history is quite interesting. Its teaches us life experience and also helps us in motivating our lives ~ im also getting impressed by the business world as how simple things can cause a living for someone with no aims in the beginning at all. Well , mayb things right things always happens in the right time with the right people =)


okay , now skip all the boring part.

updates :

1# : Im getting more n more tension and stress abt BM and Econs.. Seriously need more studies and revision so tht i wont get lower than 2.5 or mayb maintain it up to more than 3.0

2 # : i've decided to start back my blog as im getting more n more " low band " in writing essays.

3# : as i writes , i'll be writing more n more abt my pre-u life , which will also bored my readers up xD

4 # : I WANT TO GO TO SOMEWHERE out from KL. thinking and planning abt it. Anyone wants to join ??


okies i hav to start my study time table and i hope somebody can help me out.
i need discipline , determination , perserverance , endurance ~ wht else? i need GOD !
ahhhhhhhhhhhh form 6 form 6 form 6 form 6!


well i guess i have to stop cause im running out of ideas. wanna do research also =)
nites and i missssssss u Ng Chun How.

i need God

these few days i've been wondering what had i exactly done that causes me to hav such dilemma in every situation .. trials and sorrows. i trully need someone to guide me through, obviously , i need GOD.

at times we may wonder wht we had done by getting such punishment. i guess i really need to spend more time with God. perhaps , im spending too little time with Him now.. Things have to change


but despite all of this , my relationship with how grown deeper and im glad tht everything around me had not bring me down to this..Glad tht he is owez there for me to help me thru everything.


im being super moody and emotional now.
weak and lost.. dont touch me, i might cry easily.

Good Nite people

to Stephanie Goh & Tan Whye yinn

suprised ?

he heeee ...


jx wanna say I MISS YOU GUYS alot !

and of cuz , esther tan too =P




owh yea, not to miss out , baby how , miss u too =)

the blog reopened

yes , and to those who keep asking for it .

this is it ~


updates :

Jx back from family camp at Cameron .
Hang out with my darling during the holidays .
went out with my ah kor n heng dai's =P


No longer wants to stay in this situation . U guys know better .
thanks shaun n bao for being there when i need u guys .


Wai kin n Daniel Kor .... your listening and advices did cheered me up....


and most importantly , thanks to you . Ng Chun How
for staying in this long term relationship with me no matter wht .
i still choose to say I LOVE YOU .



God Bless the Broken Road .

Form 6 is tough.

im changing from sc stream into art streams. YAY =P

Anneh : i need u

your all i need in my life
nobody but you.
Saw the Key there ?
it the bonds we hav between us..


506 days .
1 year and 4 months .
together we strive till now.
though we r far apart.
but distance will never be our obstacles.
cuz we both know, tht me n you .
we can hold on with the word of love ....
the sweetest breakfast =P
i rmb i was cooking and u were cleaning the table outside.
then i was so hot and sweaty but u came inside and gave me a hug
and wipe away my sweat....
whr else can i find such a man ?
who loves me so much ....
and when i gets out with the food ,
he went to the music player ,
and started playing some romantic songs...


boy u leave footprints in my heart .


as the day passes ...
i really felt the need of u .
SO MUCH .


please be back soon ... back to my side ,
and love me like u always do .
stay with me like this forever.